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Tuesday, November 18th, 2003

Time:5:11 am.
There is only one soultion now.

More Diet Coke.

And a couple of codiene.

I am now remembering how I got through my first degree.
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Time:4:38 am.
Officially feel like CRAP inspite of having deep conditioned my hair with my favourite conditioner. Exams and I do NOT mix.
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Time:3:54 am.
Urgh. Is almost 4am. Have no clues for exam tommorow. Am a bit fuckered. Um. Yeah.


I must make an Ooooooooops icon as I have many of these moments.
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Monday, November 17th, 2003

Subject:"Genuine" Psychological Test!
Time:4:31 pm.
Mood: amused.
I recieved the following in one of those ridiculous emails that is passed around and around in an endless loop of its a small world afterall. I only ever read these when studying, but was so amused by this greatly. So I request that everyone who hasn't already seen it answer this in my LJ so I can see which of you have been diagnosed as "Psychopaths".

So which one of you is the Patrick Bateman amongst us?


This is a genuine psychological test. Read carefully!

It is a story about a girl.

While at the funeral of her own mother, she met this guy whom she did not know.
She thought this guy was amazing, she believed him to be so much her dream guy, that she fell in love with him but never asked for his number and then.......

A few days later, the girl killed her own sister.

What is her motive in killing her sister? Give this some thought for a while before answering.

I will publish the answer of what is considered a genuine "psychopath" tommorow.
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Time:12:23 pm.
Did excersise this morning. Now have blister on the back of my right foot (I have a bone that juts out of the foot and always causes problems in shoes). I also need a nap. Can't possibly study. Nonono. Nap. Sleep. Yes. Indeed. I better do that. Hrrrrrrrm. :-D
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Time:12:43 am.
This icon (see above) perfectly reflects my present mood. The fucking invoice still hasn't come through and it isn't the account, I just sent a trial email. ARGH! Fuck! ARGH!

EDIT: It came through! Woo Hoo! Yay! Oh dear! That means I need a Yay!Icon... Hrrrrrrrm. Who wants to make me an Aragorn!Yay icon, huh? Or do I have to do everything myself around here?
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Time:12:06 am.

Booked a complicated flight plan for RP using several different carriers with cheapest available with doubling back and forth over a number of states over period of a week... and now the Qantas reciept hasnt come through although the flight was confirmed. And this is for the first flight out... so its the one I need done NOW. WTF is it? It took an hour to work out his flight plan and now I will have to try and follow up and find out why I have no reciept for it! Bastardos! I need that for reimbursement purposes from the fucking grants for him. I HATE IT WHEN SIMPLE THINGS BECOME STUPIDLY COMPLICATED. I HATE WORKING. I HATE RESPONSIBILITY. FUCK FUCK FUCK. Bloody Qantas.
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Sunday, November 16th, 2003

Time:1:45 pm.
I am feeling much more positive. Sometimes I think what would dad tell me to do or what would his opinion be of this? And it hurts that I can never really know, I can only pretend, but that pretending is something at least. Positive about small things and positive about big things. I am with Mr Emerson. I don't believe in the world sorrow. I believe in moving forward and when things don't work out the way you wanted, doing better next time and making them better. Small mistakes and big ones included.

I am going to be attending religious education. This is something that I know many of my friends will not understand or appreciate, but it is also something I want to do. So please just accept it. I feel it will make me feel better. I know it could well be part of some emotional breakdown on my part. However I have thought this through and decided that of all the emotional crutches religion is the least detrimental I could be desiring to turn to. It is not a dangerous behaviour that is likely to cause problems in my life or for my future. So although I do not believe it is a decision I will regret or later reject, even if it is, I know it is not one which will make my life anyworse even if it does not make it any better. I have thought it through and considered carefully how vulnerable I am now. And I think this a positive and good thing.

The amusing thing - that I think only fellow Australians will appreciate - is who I will be attending bible classes with. Tampa Refugees. Yes, really. A bunch of them decided to convert to Catholisism from Islam as they (quote/unquote) "like the lifestyle". I find this fascinating.

I have been discussing my great new writing ideas (TM) with various people, most of whom have been supportive and enthusiastic. That is also excellent. I was really worried about my proposals but it seems ok.

Now I just have to force myself to maintain this hopeful mood through my exams.

To all of you who have bothered being a friend to me when it wasn't just convienient, when it actually cost you effort, thank you. Even if that effort seemed small to you, to me it seemed so precious. There are things a person doesn't forget.
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Saturday, November 15th, 2003

Time:10:23 pm.
For any person who is interested I have started a fiction journal for my writing under the name Muppet_Fiction.
This will include a mixture of friend only and open posts depending on the content.
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Friday, November 14th, 2003

Time:9:33 am.
It feels as if the one thing I enjoyed is now deaded. I feel better than I did last night but not great. Then I tell myself to put it in perspective and want to slap myself. No idea why I feel so crap. The only upside that I can see is that I will now have more time on my hands for other writing... and as I said yesterday I have had the most brilliant fic idea. As in BRILLIANT! It is the only thing amusing me when everything else is crap! I will reveal more as it starts to evolve.

Time:1:29 am.
Is not often I have an idea I fall in love with, an idea that has the correct balance of absurdity and intellegence! I have had one! I am so amused! I just need a couple of partners in crime. *laughs manically*
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Wednesday, November 12th, 2003

Time:11:56 am.
Hey ho.

Think I am quitting all my RPGs. They cause too much ridiculous conflict. I just am not cut out for the high stress world of RPG! :-D Feel awful enough without adding RPG stress to it.

Anyway, I'll send passwords to the correct authorities soon, soon, soon!
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Tuesday, November 11th, 2003

Time:11:29 pm.
I want to speak to Starry but she is not around. Not happy. :-(

I hate feeling as if my opinions and ideas are not respected. As if what I think is of no consequence and carries no weight. It really disturbs me. Am disturbed.

Oh well.
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Time:3:41 pm.
Am officially suffering from the social disorder known as RPG rage. Is a really bad case of it too. It is an over reaction that is spawned from a general ill temper I believe. Might just lie low as a form of damage control before everyone cops it.
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Time:2:13 am.
You're a Victorian-era corset. How refined.

What corset are you?
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Time:1:57 am.
Big nasty exam on Friday. Urgh. I hate exams at the best of times. My marks for subjects with no exams are consistently in the 80's (occasionally in the high 70's or early 90's). My marks for subjects that are part exam/ part other assessment are usually in the 60-70's range. My marks for exam only? %0-60's. My temperment and mind just don't gel with exam enviroments. It pisses me that I have to take them.

Saw Le Divorce and Runaway Jury today.

Le Divorce was charming and pleasant - and one would expect nothing less from a Merchant-Ivory production. I dislike Kate Hudson and find her uninspiring, yet I still enjoyed the film a great deal. The end was somewhat too convienient and rather unsatisfying, however endings with comdies of manners are difficult, for while stories do end the social customs they critique do not, so it is difficult to draw that artifical line that art requires.

Runaway Jury. The most disappointing Grisham adaptation I have seen to date. And I enjoy the genre of the court room thriller. However the characters were not engaging, there was no real suspense and the "twists" in the plot were not particularily interesting. I wasn't bored, but I wasn't on the edge of my seat either. The idea of jury selection does facsinate me, however. There are a lot of problems with juries in general...

What else?

Am going back on soup diet. So please try and support me. I feel so unattractive. Urgh. Yeah.

Um, thats it.

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Saturday, November 8th, 2003

Time:11:31 pm.
AIM UPDATE: Ok. Have taken AIM off home computer and am at CMs using hers atm. Will try reinstalling it with only two or three usernames and see if it helps? I have managed to check with a few people and no one seems affected tho I also spoke to someone who has had a similiar problem with AIM lately, so it looks like it could be a problem with it? If I put it back on my comp then maybe? But it has only done this since I upgraded it, I realised? *sighs* AIM is working on CMs comp no worries! GRRRRRRR!

I have been in such a somber and sorrowful state this week. Nights of crying and crying. ARGH! I promise next week will be better. Have been feeling really unwell and just awful which has made me not a bundle of laughs and I have been overly sensitive about life in general! But tommorow is the start of a new week and am determined to have a good one. So bare with me over this little blip in my otherwise sunny self! Hehehe. If you can all tolerate me through Christmas then I think I will be a lot better then. I actually get physically ill when I think of Christmas. I don't know how I will cope. I know it seems like a while off... but just be patient. I am doing my best.
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Time:7:29 pm.

AIM is driving me mad! It keeps logging me in and out under all my screen names!? Does anyone have a clue WHY it would do this? (And apologies to those are being irritated as this happens). So I will be logged in as say, Strider... and then it switches to Muppet and then to Eowyn and then to something else? I have NO IDEA WHAT TO DO!

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Time:4:12 pm.
Slept through till 330... woken by phone, felt shocking. Wandered around in daze wailing quietly about having no one to look after me. Feeling tad better. Maybe have some noodles to eat.
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Time:10:37 am.
When you already feel sensitive almost anything can upset you. Is most unfortunate. Most vexing! I must use my logic. One thing I have never liked in myself is my tendency to take things too personally. It is very silly! Me silly muppety!
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